Some recent comments that are particularly interesting. I read the logs and I think I know who it is. If it is you, don’t be mad, e-mail me and we can talk. It wasn’t you I stopped talking to, it was who you were dating. I was just tired of being [...]
Archive > June 2002
How can you be surrounded by people and be alone?
When you live inside your head.
That’s the answer except it is lonely like that. To reach out and be affected and touched by other people means letting them near the pain. And that’s vunerability.
I sometimes would rather feel the horrible things I feel than share them and be vunerable. Sometimes, [...]
This and That
I have been working like a fiend for a huge deadline which was yesterday. A technical glitch pushed it to today and then a huge mass of tiny tiny details pushed it a bit later but we got it up and out and now we just have to come behind and fix this and [...]
Does Laughing Cause Allergies.
The other day, I laughed so hard that I started doing that asthma cough thing. You know, where I where I can’t breathe and I wheeze a bit. I have here-to-fore ignored it. Because if I don’t, then I have to go to the doctor and say I have asthma or something [...]
Freshy Fresh
Man. I know it’s getting promoted by our community but I think it’s worth ANOTHER mention. Fresh Blogs has debuted. It’s pretty cool little tool. Go play. NOW.
All finished.
I’m done. I’m tired of trying. Putting it out there. Again and again. Hope is what keeps us going but it also is what eventually wears you down. Hoping that you find someone, anyone that’s different. That gets it like you get it. Eventually you just say, fuck [...]
Not much to say but plenty to update.
That’s a lie. I just felt like writing.
I noticed somebody searched for this site by actually putting my name in Google. Uh that’s weird. Makes me nervous that someone did that but hell what are you going to do. Not like I’m going to stop writing or that I put everything [...]
