When the quiet of the house allowed my brain to begin to settle but not address the fears still bubbling.
I got up. I communed with God. I let the colors and the calm settle me. I found the center and the groove inside me. I released the fear. It was [...]
Archive > August 2005
Last Night’s Insomnia and Meditation
Balance
This has never been my forte.
Strength or even really desire.
But after I wrote the post below. I realized that this lack of balance is exactly why my marathon has gotten so dramatic and my events so hard to swallow. Because the passion is there, the desire is there, the stubborn attachment to a [...]
About the Weekend
Yah. Sorry about that.
Lately, and this is for the last few months, my weekends have become a cave.
During the week, I feel like I am running a marathon. One that has cost me friends, goals, people, relationships and sometimes it seems my sanity.
So why do I keep running. Why do I keep [...]
A Word to the Wise
Those really cool dog blankets you can put over your furniture that you buy at some snooty store, are very attractive.
BUT
They don’t breathe and so when you sit on them for extended periods of time, they make your ass sweat AND reflect rather harshly dog farts.
Daily OM
I get the Daily OM from this site in my mailbox and today’s was especially poignant.
August 23, 2005
Steps In The Right Direction
Tools For Balance
Self Calm
Descending into the water, watching the heaviness soak in
my clothes swirling around me in a rotating pattern
feeling the weightlessness creep in, cool.
dark yet crystal clear, so soothing, so still
magnitudinal relax, letting it all go
the feeling of restraint pushes into me, I can not rush
any more
Take it away. The pressure of gravity. Movement
all [...]
Movie List
I have been seeing movies mentioned I want to see or I read about them coming up. I just wanted to make a mental list for future NetFlix or viewing lists:
2046
Closer (NetFlixed)
March of the Penguins
Sin City (NetFlixed)
Taxi (NetFlixed)
Cronos
Broken Flowers
Happy Endings
Deep Blue (NetFlixed)
The Talent Given Us
Lost In La Mancha (NetFlixed)
Rize
Hotel Rwanda (NetFlixed)
Hustle and Flow
Mad Hot [...]
