i feel buoyed.
back to hope again.
today was good, not in the “checks came magically rolling in and life was ok again” way but in the way that I started walking my way out of my head again.
i think one of the reasons or perhaps consequences of clinical depression is that i end up trapped in [...]
Archive > June 2008
This moment
ahhh youth
perhaps its the time, as it’s now 3 a.m.
or mercury in retrograde if you believe that stuff
or realizing someone commenting lately is actually someone that I know and lost touch with
or a comment I read that rung true with me about aching for our youth
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but I remember my 20s with such mixed feelings. of [...]
writing again
i wrote a post.
a terrible and truthful post.
things going on in my head and life.
truth of things delivered and seen but tainted by perception.
it makes me see that the inner has suffered for the outer. that in small ways, I have quenched and let the fire inside me dampen. not intentional but because [...]