Is it a small depression setting in?
I’m debating it. Â I don’t think so, but it’s got some undercurrent to it.
I like things to be a bit known. Â Not that you can control everything but I’m feeling the tug of discontent and the unknown. Â My former partner situation isn’t resolving. Â My current work situation is just a job and not sure financially it’s going to support me. Â I am seeing several people dating wise and while it’s fun, it’s also sort of disconcerting because I’m not sure even what I want exactly and so it’s a feeling my way process which is even more disconcerting.
So much unknown. Â So many shoulds, maybes and what-ifs. Â I find myself in the morning, not exactly jumping out of the bed to face the day. Â I find myself wanting a nap when I get home. Â The process where I start to pull-back feels like it’s happening again. Â I should probably up my meds a titch but it’s just something for me to think about.