What in the what is going on. Â I am writing TWO DAYS IN A ROW. Â Crazy man.
Anyhoo. Â I’m on a break right now. Â A break from a lot of things but mainly alcohol. Â I had a run in with Tuaca the other night and it got ugly so I just needed to take some action that separated me from that specific time. Â Something. Â So I stopped drinking for a bit and you realized pretty quickly how many things are related to a small or not so small drink.
- Let’s go out for drinks
- We have an hour to burn want to go get a drink
- Rough day, lets have some wine
- HAPPY HOUR
- Thanksgiving dinner and wine
Just a lot, I didn’t notice but what I have noticed is that everyone I have told is nodding along and not really shocked or askance. Â So that’s a good indicator I need to slow my roll in general.
Normally this is when I’m undermedicated – my desire to self-medicate goes up and yesterday I would have sworn I was medicated correctly but I realized I have not taken one of my anti-depressants for almost a month. Â WHAT! Â Now I’m deciding do I get it renewed or see how I do minus one of my anti-depressants. Â CUE THE MUSIC.