Sharp Curves Ahead

Remember this post? It was awhile ago but apparently it’s been percolating. I wondered in that post and aloud why at my core, I believe I don’t matter. My family growing up, even called me “Captain Protector”. I thought I had moved past this. In fact, I have moved just not quite past it. The [...]

And yet I’m so not angry anymore. I’ve had a few weeks of such good clarity. And I of course can lay that at the feet of my amazing friends, my therapist and I’m talking – on my Mom’s suggestion – to a Stephen Minister. It’s been an interesting few weeks and I’m taking such [...]

By my brain, which communicated it to my mouth. I have tolerated very little and I mean very little bullshit today from certain work associates. This may have ramifications beyond today. But as of now, that queasy – new territory feeling in my stomach says, I made the right move. I’m nervous but in the [...]

This is probably been brewing awhile and doesn’t really apply to personal life versus work life. It’s just making me crazy and I’m hitting my point where I am going to lose my temper and anyone that knows me, knows how long it takes for me to lose my temper. Here is my list of [...]

Oh Mother, I can feel the soil falling over my head, And as I climb into an empty bed, Oh well, enough said, I know it’s over still I cling, I don’t know where else I can go, Over. Oh Mother, I can feel the soil falling over my head, See the sea wants to [...]

I hate that first walk. The one you do when you start your exercise program anew. After a long time and a couch. I always think, in my head that I’m much more athletic than I am. My body reminds me that no, I haven’t walked in a long long time. That I haven’t done [...]